Tuesday, October 21, 2014

When Will You See Me?

When Will You See Me?

Will you see me when I enter a store and I am unable to navigate the aisles because they keep moving back and forth,

Will you see me when you stare at the rash on my face and keep asking "how are you feeling" "you poor thing",

Will you see me when I tell you I feel like giving up and talk about the end of my world,

Will you see me when I am struggling to clean my house and my hands are shaking and my legs are locking,

Will you see me when I am forgetting my fleeting thoughts, slurring my speech, and using the wrong tense verbs,

Will you see me when my eye is twitching, my lips in numb and stuck in place, and my legs kick the dashboard of the car for no reason,

Will you see me when I take my drugs eight times a day and ask am I drinking the recommended amount of water,

Will you see me when I say I want more kids the doctors keep telling me I need to wait until I am better,

Will you see me when I am alone in the dark crying and wishing I could be completely normal again,

Will you see me when I roll up my pant leg and stab myself once again with a needle and give myself an intermuscular injection of B12 and then put the needle in my personal sharps container,

Will you see the pain in my eyes, hear the heart ache of my soul, and understand my loss and disappointment,

I was just wondering when will you see me, not Lyme, depression, anger, loss, sickness, rashes, weakness, fatigue, vertigo, tinnitus, depletion, memory loss,

When will you see the real me, the one inside the broken down body

The person who wants to be normal, dance, sing, run, play, jump, eat anything, sleeps deeply,

When will you see me?

By Angele Rice 

I wrote this poem 5 years ago around the start of my Lyme Disease Journey.  Now 6 years have past since I've started treatment and there are still days I wonder if people truly see the struggle I go through each day just to participate in this life.  What I have learned is to surround myself with those who are on the same journey as me and I have found the support and love and hope to keep going.

October Meeting in Wiscasset

Sometimes the hardest part of the Lyme journey is not feeling like you are in a safe space to truly express your anger, frustration, hurt, pain, without hurting those around you.  This is a great chance for us to share all stages of the Lyme Journey and help each along toward healing. 

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

FREE Screening of Under Our Skin 2 Emergence

Please click on our Facebook page event if you plan on attending.
The Midcoast Lyme Disease Support & Education group cordially invites you to attend the FREE COMMUNITY SHOWING of

UNDER OUR SKIN 2: EMERGENCE (From Horror to Hope)

Sunday, Oct 19th at 2:00 pm
Wiscasset Community Center (Rt 27 Wiscasset, Maine)

"Seven years after the acclaimed documentary UNDER OUR SKIN, the filmmakers catch up with the people and controversies from the original movie.

We witness the emerging epidemic of Lyme Disease as infection and education spread globally.

We watch as the truth emerges about the disease's persistence and reach, about promising new research and about medical collusion and conflicts of interest that continue to impede progress.

We revisit the characters from UNDER OUR SKIN as they emerge into better health, reclaiming their lives and dignity, and offering hope to the legions now suffering.

As Lyme Disease surges, Emergence shines a probing light on the issue and becomes a beacon in the dark."

Please JOIN US for this FREE Community showing. The movie lasts about an hour and will be followed by Q&A. There will be lots of information and pamphlets on Lyme Disease available.

Watch the Trailer to the movie here from Youtube.